So apparently my lecturer is some kind of 'ill' and so our showings are not today.
Curses!
So now I have more time to work on this other work that has to be handed in tomorrow. There's not much to do, but because of this turn of fate I have lost all my motivation. I don't want to do it! Damnit, this is not what I need. I know I'll get it done, it's just a matter of how stressful it is.
Troublesome.
I dunno where my head is at the moment. I'm not as bad as I was a week ago, but I still don't feel especially nice. I am self-medicating a bit more though, mainly on food and other self-indulgancies, which isn't partic bad because I could do with eating a bit more anyway.
Blehk, I dunno, listlessness. I want something to happen. Something really really nice, and sudden, and unexpected, or at least so quick I don't have time to expect it. I don't even remember when that last happened.
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